I need to stop worrying so much about what my parents think and do things that are in my best interest and make me happy. Even if that means taking time off school. I’m not even saying I’m quitting. But taking some time off, putting myself first instead of what my parents want. It’s me time. I only went to a 4 year school to make them happy in the first place.
What if I just happened to apply for some jobs in a different city and took some time off of school? What then?
I guess I’ve never been good at expressing the way I’ve felt. If I love you, I’m not going to tell you constantly. If I miss you, I won’t tweet it, text it or call you and tell you more than once every few days. I won’t tell you I’m upset, or why I’m upset if you know me well enough to tell without you working for it. I can’t stand it when a boy asks me what’s on my mind or what I’m thinking. If I want you to know what’s on my mind I’ll tell you.
I’ve been working on all this for years, but it’s who I am. I can’t be compared to anyone else and I won’t conform.
When you hear one of your most recent ex is engaged and all you can think is “I’m so glad that isn’t me”. But when you hear your ex from years ago has a girlfriend, you cry for hours.
Hmmm wonder which one meant more to me haha n
It’s kinda nice when you find out your ex is engaged and you just don’t feel like crying.